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  • Listening to: My very own arranged Xmas Song :p
  • Reading: DA stuff
  • Watching: DA
  • Playing: MonstersGame
  • Eating: nothing yet but I'm hungry like Hell!
  • Drinking: At this moment? Nothing ;-)
Hi Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

... Well here it is again! The Christmas card of 2006!
... You can find this one beneath the next URL ...

www.yeapsystar.nl/indexxmas.ht…

The backgroundmusic, "Entre Le Boeuf Et L'Ane Gris", which you can hear on this page (if everything is working) is completely arranged by myself (find more info about it on my default index page ;-) ) in Cakewalk Pro and this one is downloadable beneath the next URL ...

www.yeapsystar.nl/YeapAneGris.…

I'm still busy with the year update, but this one will be soon on this page too, one of those days!
I'll keep y'all in touch with that one ;-)

By this way I want to wish you all a Merry Christmas time and a flourishing end of the year, and a well beginning for 2007 !!!

:hug:s 4 all!

Marielle & Clan :D

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Hi Again ;-)

..... Oh well ... I just discovered that today is the day I am on DA for 1 year !!!!!
:lol: :lol: :lol: !!!!!
Aw stupid me I didn't see before :D

... A lot has been happened since August 14, 2005 ...
:bulletpurple: I post a lot of deviations :superman:! But still I'm not chosen for The Deviation Of The Day ;-)
:bulletpurple: Several sneaky neighbours tried to threaten me :jarkinajar:! I put some incense magic on them ... 2 of them did get car problems (on became very rotten and the other one even burned out completely!) and some others moved to another place ;-)
:bulletpurple: There came a kinda fake Animals Inspection's inspector on my door :jarklarge: Beauty read his aura and find out his problems with his balls :p
:bulletpurple: There came also a strange guy on my door from a dog stealing gang :wave: I scanned his freaky mind & I found out he was dealing with puppymilling so I called the police to give his profile 'cause it also was on television but I did see this only after this happened!
:bulletpurple: I found out even entitative Down's persons can get into your telepathic network intruding there, as they can get in your body too :headbang: So I put some kinda fast exorcism on myself, but just in an easy going way 'cause I found out he was convinced by 2 other entities!
:bulletpurple: Aw well ... And even the fake A.P.I. man found out my clanny didn't like him at all 'cause they neglect him completely for the 2nd time he came! Besides all this, because this East European guy was on my front door to ask if I had puppies and I found out this guy was from a gang, I soulshared the A.P.I. man and well, while I was doing another project I send them telepathical mail they better can spend their time fighting against puppymilling :lol:
:bulletpurple: Another thing which happened was that my clanny was not surrounding me for about several months, but that some ectoplasma confirmed that I'm okay for my clan ... GOSH!
:bulletpurple: Besides all those problems, my brother came into trouble in January 2006 and until now, he still is in the psychiatrical hospital in Winschoten!
:bulletpurple: And well ... Also the accident my grandmom has ... Finally she's healthy again and she already drives her car and use to go around on her bike again! But still it's a bit hard emotional, but it's normal I think for a nearly 90 year old woman!
:bulletpurple: Ooooohhhh !!!!! And also the huge Essent bill of E 908,99 ... Pfffff! Still I'm a bit in war with Essent, but it seams to be we are getting a compromis ;-)
:bulletpurple: Besides all this, my houserent corporation thought it was nice to empty the wrong shed ... My shed ...
:bulletpurple: Aw well ... I didn't tell y'all about the Jember hacker :lol: One of my shih-tzu group friends Jesslyn was hacked by a person who stalked her for about 2 years, besides this, this person play swindling games with Shih Tzu and Dalmatian breeders all over the world! Than, he subscribed himself on shih-tzu and finally he started to hack Jesslyn's email address, but, he made a stupid mistake to put an old email as attatchment in the email, actually his 2nd email, to the shih-tzu group ... I traced his IP and so I found out this person was living near Jember! When the Indonesian police find out he was using a banking number of one of his family members, well, the Jember Fish was catched ... And he still is in jail now ... :lol: :bounce: :superman:
Actually now I do have a kinda name on that shih-tzu list and everyone is asking me now to find out IPs ;-)
:bulletpurple: I build several compositions, I made several deviations AND I'm STILL building on my website, as I am on :iconfemalewisdom:'s ..... ;-)
:bulletpurple: I learned much on spiritual point, but still I've got to learn how to deal with fear ... Pffff!
:bulletpurple: I discovered I better can find out a new home to live 'cause overhere my feelings aren't safe anymore ...
:bulletpurple: Not only me, but a lot of spiritual persons have been suffering from the 2005 bug!

... In 1 year DA, a lot has been happening overhere ...
But well ... I hope by now, this 2005 bug will come on it's end ... Pfffff! WHAT A YEAR !!!!!

... And oh yeah ...
I want to thank all those persons who are watching me for being kind friends!
... And I want to thank my mom, Jolanda & Ed for being my silent watchers!

Because DA is such a nice group, I will soon update my index page of my website www.yeapsystar.nl where the DA pastie is on ... So y'all know than ... Yeapsystar is watching you !!! :lol:

:hug:s4all!

Marielle & My clanny :D

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Heey ArtL:heart:VERS !!!

Overhere just another small message ...
Last days I spoke many times to :iconfemalewisdom: who's on of my best friends :lol:
I'm just building on her website, while I still have to build off mine, gheeh!
"Oh" she said "I did a terrible thing throwing away my :+fav:s and now I don't know anymore who faved me."
"Aw well" I said "Just go to a deviation of yours and check out if there are favvies standing in the right side of the website, besides your deviation description."
"Yeah, but DA has been changed!" She said.
"Oh?!" ...

... So I just flyby and I really saw a lot has been changed!
Nice skin sofar, but only I've got to find out what where is ... Still a problem if you have 2 nystagmus wiggling eyes :lol: :bounce: :superman:
Gheeh! And I also found out how to paste a pastie on my website www.yeapsystar.nl :lol: :lol: :lol: !!!!!
Nice promotion for DA I guess ;-)

And well ... I finally checked the 2 last emails of Essent my energy company ... I asked them a term's payment and until sofar it seams that they are coöperative ;-)
... Finally I hope the :sun: will shine very soon overhere again!

:hug:s4All!

Marielle & My clanny :D

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Heey ArtL:heart:VERZ :lol:

For those who loves my music too, I just uploaded my 7 song (own composition) ...

Cosmic Crystal Caves (2006, MP3, 8.08 MB)
www.yeapsystar.nl/07.%20Cosmic…

:hug:s 4 all!

Marielle & My clanny :D

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Heey Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ ;-)

There are still some music downloads on my website www.yeapsystar.nl ;-) Just feel free to get them! There are 6 songs :lol:
A 7th song is ready, I want to upload this one, but I only have 150 MB space so I have to remove another one, that will be the 1st one 'cause that one is rather long there already ;-)
Sooooooow ... Until coming Sunday I'll keep it on there, after that I'll add a new one, if it's possible and Essent doesn't put off my gas & electricity :jark:
So just enjoy it!

:hug:s 4 all!

Marielle & My clanny :D

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Hi Dear ArtL:heart:VERZ :D

HOT! HOT! HOT!

Pfffff! It has been TERRIBLY HOT those last 5 weeks, my goodness!
... Yeah ... And I was terribly out of energy too, and still I am somehow, just lack of drawing inspiration and too less energy of working out other art stuff & being too busy with writing emails ... Even I waited some while with writing some webpages 'cause it really was too HOT!
... No weather for a Dutchie, like we say it overhere :lol:
Even my clanny found out it was way too warm to make any problems & worries about things ...

7TH SONG!

So I'm glad it has been less warm this last week and I finished my 7th song !!!!! I only have to update it on my website and make it downloadable :D

HI ARTGIRL-MICKEY !!!

Aw yeah, today I bumped one of my friends, her name is Annette, in overhere on DA :lol: :iconfemalewisdom:  surely knows her too!
... So well, just by this way, I just say a little "Hi" to :iconartgirl-mickey: !!!

ESSENT WAR ... PFFFF!

Well ... My wa against the Essent gas & electricity company seams to have no end. I decided in the beginning of June to switch to Oxxio, another company so I send them some papers in and they said I just have to wait for another 4-8 weeks ... In the meanwhile, Essent is making things difficult by coming on my door & threatning to put off the gas & electricity, but I send them yesturday 2 flamewar like emails and I guess they won't like them, but at least I did my best to make them clear that things aren't always working in their way!
I hope they won't come, but still I am affraid they do ... Oh my! The only thing I want is rest & peace, so I hope that companies please can stop bugging me!
Essent should be an energy company, but in fact they only pull energy out of me!
... Well just let me live too! Pfffff! It isn't nice at all to live in a kinda anxiety every day ...

Well this was a small update sofar ;-)

:hug:s 4 All!

Marielle & My clanny :D

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Hi Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ ;-)

It has been a while ago since I wrote something down somewhere on DA ;-)

I've been rather busy last month with building my website, managing things with Essent the energy company, but finally it still is the fact that they've got a VERY LARGE gas tank in front of their heads! So I decided to go to another energy company which is cheaper ... Oxxio! ... www.oxxio.nl ... Until so far their customer's service is good and I can have 1 year free electricity and a smart electricity & gas meter so that nothing can be going wrong with that anymore !!!!!!

Well ... All those things just eats a lot of energy ... I'm still finding my turn around again which isn't easy, especially not after such roary half a year as that one I have! I hope I'll move to another place very fast too 'cause I really am fedd up with my houserent corporation I have now!

All those things just take a lot of energy and also a somehow lack of inspiration, but still I have a lot of ArtPics which I have to find out and to edit somehow ... A few of them I post already ;-)

Aw well ... And I'm very, very addicted to a nice online game, ghehehe! That's called MonstersGame and I'm playing the Dutch version of it :lol: Check that out! monstersgame.nl/?ac=vid&vid=12… & forward the URL to all of your Dutch friends, ghehehe!

In a meanwhile I still am composing some music ... Still busy with number 7, but that one is nearly finished!
Still check out my webpage ... I wrote some new pages overthere and there's a possibility to stay tuned by subscribe yourself to the monthly newsletter to send an empty email to
yeapsystar_update-subscribe@yahoogroups.com ;-)

My brother is still in the psychiatric hospital in Winschoten and probably he has to go to Groningen for to have a better treatment .....
My grandmom finally is home again since 1 week ago (I guess I didn't tell y'all yet!) ... She had another very special operation for 1 month ago 'cause the vains behind her left eye were sticked together and grew together in a wrong way, so she nearly lost her left eye or it could be her death even because she went on a Friday to the hospital in Eindhoven to have another CT scan because she kept having head aches and her eye problems were still there ... She should have 1 week later the results of the scan, but the eye doctor called my dad that Wednesday already to come over ASAP to the hospital in Eindhoven and the doctor already arranged she could go to the academical hospital in Tilburg! There she did get an urgent operation and after 2 days she went home again and after this she stood for a while in the old people's house again ... Happily after all she's well again now, finally!
But in Tilburg they NEVER EVER saw this vain problem before! It was a very rare problem, but finally the operation & all went well and still all the doctors are really surprising themselves my grandmom still is such fast going & healthy person :lol:

Okay, that was it for now! My Clanny is well doing and in a meanwhile I'll post some nice pics of Beauty's daughter Zita!

:hug:s 4 all!

Marielle & My Clanny :D

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Hi ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

Here a small journal this time ... I'm rather busy (especially with telling Essent (one of the Netherlands' energy companies) that they've reached my Innerly Space ... I'll tell you more about it in another journal some later :lol:

But ... Today it's Mommy's Day, and well ... My mom is one of my Silent Watchers !!!!!
Most of the times she loves my art ;-) Thanx for that mom! (Dank je wel ma!) ...

Well ... Because Essent is sending me such high bills, I even can't afford a bunch of flowers! They only suck you empty like some Greys do with goats (well, Voodoo people do other things with it & in a meanwhile there comes an A.P.I. Story Part III too 'cause this A.P.I. man is exit since next week ... They throw them both out, but that's just a hell of a story :lol: :bounce:) :D

But well ... I can use my sense of creativity ... Here we go ...

Mom ...

You tried to raise me up to a nice being,
And sure I'm aware you did your best on it!
Allthough we have a different way of seeing,
I've got the idea we start to understand each others bit by bit ...

We both do have interests in different cultures,
That's just make some connection,
I know Life make from us different shapes of sculptures,
I'm aware now, that the Spiritual World's imperfectness makes me seeing everyone's perfection ...

Allthough we went through hard times,
Love will show us both how to be positive to each other,
Mom, I don't want to be rid of you, not for a miljon dimes!
You are my special beloved mother!

For you, this present in a shape of a poem,
'Cause to show you that I'm not perfect, but just do my best to be nice,
The only woman between all women,
For a good mother, you can't pay any price!

Mom I love you and you know that!
'Cause I'm your only daughter ;-)
Allthough you make me sometimes upset,
Between all this, I keep on seeing Sunshine, Happiness & Laughter!

Love,

Marielle
14-05-2006

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Hey Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

Today it's my boring Birthday time, gheeh!
This morning I went to the Makro store with my mother & I bought 3 pairs of jeans and a somehow dress :D
The rest of the day was very boring actually ... But I'll go to the shop & have to do some shoppnings and afterwards I'll go to the woods with my Clanny and than we'll eat our ice cream at the Italian ice store Picolo's in my village!

Until now ... My B-day have been very boring & lazy ...
I was feeling myself some down, but I'll go into the Sun which will give me a lot of wellness!

:hug:s 4 all!

Marielle & My Clanny :D

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Heey Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

I'm gonna be 1 evening or so off line 'cause I really am fedd up with my USB splitter on my computer which is bugging all the time! I'm even more fedd up about the fact that my webcam mic doesn't work because of that and my telephone bill for the coming month will be too high, so I'm gonna buid in my USB2 card & doing some inside computer cleaning business!
That's just meaning that I'm offline for 1 evening I think, but than I will have 6 USB connections instead of 5 & a more stable working USB system, gheeh!

Let's go off & just doing the real job of :iconyeapsystar: :lol:
Being System Operator :p

Till than, a short bye!

:hug:s 4 all!

Marielle & Clanny :D

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Hellllllloooooowwww Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

I don't know if u know it already, but me is a happily crazy fool Yeapsyst:star:r being :lol: :bounce:
Just me is a bit crazy this night just thinking about some people do mail me ... So this day me found out this was person number 4 who tells me something nice about me's incense magic, gheeh!
Oh my, oh my, oh my!
Me did know it, but me was surprise to know more do discover ...
When me's on spiritual duty protecting other persons from things like Voodoo, me's smelling like incense too, even in an astral or esotherical soulsplitted shape :meditate: :couch: :invisible: :teleport: :spyedvsjark: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:
Oh my! And me found also out that this is an extra protection around the protection shields, oh my!
But that one works great 'cause me hardly has any tags! Also because me feels them, but okay ;-)
That means that me must generate a neutral incense energy shield together with the PLS (which means Personal Linked Security) shield for the Weert Project & the ParaPhonebox Project ;-)
Actually, this has to be an efficient job, but surely me will do that, hoping that those Voodoo guyz can't put any tags on innocent persons and innocent animals, but first me has to untag another tag ... A :iconbareck: tag :lol: :lol: :lol:

Aw well ... Me is not an airplane, me is not :crazy: & me don't need an :ambulance: but me likes say :burb: just being happily :crazy: & being :sheepish: somstimes ... Me's just keeping myself up to go to work 'cause when me does have a safe & happy, me can do a lot of work! If the feeling isn't there, me has to create that one :p

Okay, for now this is enough & I hope you all don't eat too much Easter eggs like me, gheeeeeeeeeeeh!
:blahblah: :blahblah: :blahblah: :bounce: :glomp:

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Hey Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

How are you all doing overthere ???
Well ... Overhere it's just easily going & some quiet too ;-)
Today it was rather busy in the shops 'cause everyone wanted to do their last shoppings before Easter time and I hardly could get any chocolate eggs ..... There were only a few little bags of them in the Hema store ... So I was lucky again :p :bounce: :superman: :lol:

But ... At first some small updates on some things ...

GRANDMOMMY UPDATE:

Well ... The last thing I told you was that she's home and well ... She was home for about 2, 3 weeks, but 'cause my granddad is so noisy and somehow complainful, that she couldn't have her rest, so her headaches didn't went less, so the doctors as the old peoples' home care department which is cleaning houses for old people who still live on their own and which cares also for my granddad too now like helping him with his daily things & so, decided that it's better for a while when she would go to a need department in an old people's house, so she's there now since 2, 3 weeks and she will stay there another 3 weeks 'cause than she can cure in a better way ... She's got her own room with kitchen & so on ... And ... She likes it overthere! 'Cause many old ones overthere are friends or old friends of her so all the day she's not on her room, but just hanging around somewhere in that house, ghehehe!
Her shoulder is healed well, like her cheakbone is ... She still does have small head aches, but that's becoming more less too. The only thing is that she's still dizzy sometimes and that makes her less selfconfidential and another problem is too that she can't move with her left eye allthough she sais she still can see clearly with that one, but even the pupil is hardly moving, but for the rest she's just okay, happily after all!

BROTHER UPDATE:

My brother ... Well ... I'm worrying a lot about him .....
Because I did get my no-claim back from the Health's Insurances I decided to go to Winschoten just to visit him ..... That was on last Wednesday .....
At first, you've got to know that Winschoten is in Groningen (the very North part in the Netherlands) and I live in Brabant (which is in the very South part of the Netherlands) ... So I had to get up early that Wednesday, but like I'm like :iconfemalewisdom: somehow, I HAD to draw a spiritual drawing for my brother and write down a spiritual poem for him and well ... I did spend that whole night before on it :lol:

THE BIG JOURNEY TO WINSCHOTEN:

Well ... That Wednesday morning I wanted to scan in first my drawing for my brother, but my scanner was freaking out again, so I had to reboot my computer which lasts some time which was less at that moment ... Finally it worked and I asked :iconfemalewisdom: that day before to call me at 6:30h. in the morning 'cause I was affraid I would miss my bus otherwise, so, she called me at 6:30h. and she was sounding really sleepy like I was sounding really awake :lol: Aw well ... :iconfemalewisdom: & I know each others for about some time and we're good friends, but well ... That was somehow fun ...
After that I went out with my clanny 'cause they would be alone for the rest of that whole Wednesday, so well ... After that, :iconfemalewisdom: & I had some chat by phone, than I went to have a shower, took my things, find out on www.ns.nl how I had to travel to Winschoten and still I was half an hour too early, so I decided to have a look if the Bruna bookstore was open already so that I could purchase myself a single envelope to put the drawing in, but the Bruna store was still closed ... Aw well!
Finally I took the bus at 9:10h. and I did have my first 50 minutes travel to Eindhoven Central Station .....
Well ... I arrived at 10 o'clock in the morning at Eindhoven Central Station and overthere, the Bruna store was open so I could purchase myself 10 envelopes for about 50 eurocents, so I did, and afterwards I went to the ticket machine to purchase myself 1 retour Eindhoven-Winschoten ticket which costs E39.90 ... After that, I went to the pin machine to pin myself some cash 'cause I was somehow hungry and I decided to have my breakfast in the train, so I went to the kiosk and purchased myself some sandwitches, milk & fruit and a Lion chocolate bar :p After this, I went to Platform 5 where my Intercity train to Utrecht came, but, I was again half an hour too early 'cause it was 10:08h. and I had to take the 10:27h's Intercity train to Utrecht ... So I just sat there just smoked some cigarettes and I took the train to Utrecht at 10:27h ...
I just had my breakfast in that train, which only has 1 stop in Den Bosch (which is the province capital of Brabant) and I just went off in Utrecht (which is the province capital of Utrecht) Central Station ...
Actually, I DON'T LIKE UTRECHT CS OOOOOH NO !!!!! Utrecht itself is a nice city to go and to shop, but the central station is a HELL 'cause the arrival hall is so big & so hughe with so many billboards, shops, sign boards that it's very hard to find your way through! Another big problem in Utrecht is also that the trains often decide to change the arrival platforms and there are nearly 20 of them in Utrecht 'cause it's such a central city ... Besides this, platforms 7 and 13 doesn't exist and it uses to be very busy and crowdy all the time!
I arrived at 11:17h. and I only had 5 minutes to catch my Intercity  train to Amersfoort-Zwolle ... Happily after all I arrived at Platform 8a, and on the NS website the travel planner told me I had to go to Platform 12, so, I just walked to Platform 12, happily by underground tunnel which is somehow overseeable for me 'cause there only are those platform numbers, nothing less, nothing more, but than they broadcasted the train was coming on Platform 11 ... Wow ... Fun again if you don't know clearly the way on Utrecht CS and you've got to catch your train within 5 minutes, but well ... Finally I fixed it, so the train with me in it left at 11:22h.
But well ... Than the next kinky thing came ... This Intercity train to Zwolle (which is the province capital of Overijssel), which has only 1 stop in Amersfoort, is a somehow combined train which will be splitted up in 2 trains in Zwolle ... Usually, the front part of that long train goes to Groningen (the province capital of Groningen) CS  but the back part of that very long train goes to Leeuwarden (which is the province capital of Friesland) CS, so, you've got to find out if you are in the right part of the train already, if you are not, you've got to go out in Zwolle to go to the other part :lol: I was glad to notice that I already was in the right part, the Groningen part, so I just could sit there whole the 1 hour & 45 minutes lasting journey :superman: :bounce: :lol:
... And I was lucky to know that I woúldn't have that problem on the way back, gheeeeeh!
So, at 11:22h. the Intercity train to Zwolle went with me inside, and I was lucky I could just sit down on my lazy ass all the way to Groningen CS where I arrived at 13:15h. on Platform 3b ... And sure, addictful me I was glad I could breath some fresh air, but the problem was that my next train, a stop train, to Winschoten would leave at 13:21h. so I even didn't have any time to even smoke 1 cigarette, but, I did just miss that train 'cause I'm not that well known on Groningen CS, so it was rather hard to find Platform 1b for me, so I was on 1a and I missed my train to Winschoten ... Well ... After that adventure I just had half an hour time to have my cigarette :lol: :lol: :lol:
So ... I had the train to Winschoten at 14:00h. and finally I arrived in Winschoten at 14:30h ..... Just half an hour too late, gheeh!

THE VISIT AT MY BROTHER'S PLACE:

Well ... After I arrived in Winschoten after a 5 hours lasting journey & after waiting a while on Winschoten CS & smoking again a cigaret, my brother came to fetch me from the station and at first we went to his home which is as messy like mine ... After he took his postage & I went to the toilet for a pee, we went to the psychiatrical hospital where he stays ...
The time while I was in his house I couldn't let it go or I scanned the surroundings and I felt so much sadness ... Like this sadness also was deeply sucked up in the walls like a spongue sucks water, and I found out so many recognizable things between my brother and myself, even the unexplanable ones, but for me, it was so clear!
I found also out that he's just on the beginning of a very long journey ... The journey to his inner soul parts ... That journey which I started since my birth till now, but happily after all he does have the insight he has to do something to his somehow dangerous thoughts .....
My reason to travel 5 hours to visit someone for 3 hours, and after travel back for another 5 hours, was in this case just to be there ... Just be ... Nothing more, nothing less ... So be it ...
My brother was very glad when he saw me actually, and we did have a good chat, allthough my brother is a very closed person, which isn't for nothing ...

After his home visit we went to the psychiatrical hospital, and it really looked like a hospital, but in a somehow way it did have something positive ... But even when I was on his room there, I could feel this deeply going sadness ... And somehow that frightened me up in another way 'cause he told me that, when he will be send home again, in this state of being, he would do crazy things, but I found out also that it is hard for some shrinks to get through him, to find a way in, and he says that it is because he's an analytic person that he can't tell things and that he's fedd up with life 'cause he did everything what he did in his life and for him it's done for now, but I guess this is a defending system to keep this hughe dark ball of sadness "alive", which worries me a lot 'cause in this I can find some recognization 'cause I'm rightly that same, and the only thing which work is the right therapy and not handling too much from out of particular protocols which shrinks do ... In my opinion it's not good to send him home, 'cause I'm affraid they do at least if they can't find a way through 'cause they are missing the unblock-blockings-part in their protocols and that he will do crazy & dangerous things like committing suicide & so, at the other hand I can understand shrinks & other people using this protocols, but in my opinion they are affraid to look further & deeper which they HAVE TO do in this case ...

You know, I've seen 10 shrinks in my life, and all of them did have a good treatment part, but all their treatments weren't complete ... There was a missing part in it, a missing link ... I know that and I can describe it too, my brother knows it too, but he's not that far yet that he can describe it, even he can't get that insight yet. A shrink learned his or her study and only can handle from out of that, holding theirselves to science psychology & psychiatry books, affraid to find out that even in books there can be written down wrong things 'cause even science ins't that waterproof at all, but sceptics are like believers sometimes, for a believer, the Bible or the Koran is the science book, for sceptics & scientists, their science books are like Bibles, Korans, Torahs, but I never read ... I feel, I see, I learn and I react .....

So for my brother it's a very hard time and he has a very long way to go & to cure, but, I'm with him from a distance, 'cause spending 40 Euros each week to go to Winschoten is a lot, also that those long journeys sucks energy out of you, besides this, I can't afford it with my 850 Euros monthly "wages", so by now, the only thing I can do is sending him Insight by positive incense magic combined with Light energy ... Surely that will help finally ... If that helps to keep the A.P.I. on distance, it will help for him too!

And ... He likes my drawing, only he has to think on the poem ... But time will show us that Insight may come .....

Finally, after this 3 hour visit, I left at 17:30h. and I was back home at 22:30h.! And really, I didn't regret it at all that I've been to Winschoten ... 'Cause I love my brother and it hurts me to see him like this, but I know that if he uses his strength, that tiny light in this hughe black ball of sadness, he will find out his way, only than! But he has to FIGHT for it, he SURELY has, and the most important thing of this fight I did last year with help from my guides 'cause there is one spiritual master who's very well at helping you through those blockings, but you've got to know a lot about using telepathy to communicate so that you can go through this process, and still ... I'm not fully through this yet ... Still there's a long way for me to go, but as far as you see this lil' light and you follow that one, without forgetting there are dark parts too but you don't have to be affraid of them, you'll come & go somewhere, surely you do!

Well ... That's a little update for now, however it's a long epistol again, gheheeh!

By the way ... What are you going to do with Easter ???
I think I just keep on staying home, still enough to do, but finally I do have chocolate Easter eggs & normal eggs, nice tiramisu pudding, nice yummy food, so ... The coming 2 days I don't have to get any hungry :lol:

For all of you: HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY !!!!!

:hug:s 4 all ;-)

Marielle & My Clanny :D

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Hi ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

This is kinda fun ... It's a tagful game, but I'm just used to be tagged, also to break down tags like Voodoo & other negative shit tags :lol:
Well ... How does it work, that game ???
Well ...
:icondana-martinez: tagged me 'cause she thought that was very likeful and well ... I just like this way of tagging, so why not huh?
Let's tell you the game rules ...

Rules: The 1st player  of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

so... i've been tagged ... and so, now you have too...

Keey guyz ... My 6 WEIRD HABITS ABOUT MYSELF ...
Here we go ...

1. I'm a smoking creature (they are becoming some rare overhere on Earth 'cause smoking is BAD, BAD, BAAAADDDDD!)
2. I'm a supernatural freak with 2 freaky ears (My left ear because it's always leaking & my right ear 'cause it's somehow splitted) and 2 freaky eyeballs in my brains which doesn't see that well :lol:
3. I'm wreckless, sneaky & fightful ... But fair too!
4. I don't like balloons which says "BANG!" in front of my head
5. I dare to go my own way and doing my own business, not disturb myself on what others think or say to or about me
6. I'm starting to get freakly happy when I see Shih Tzus (I wish I could have 101 of them but my home is too small :lol: ) and synthesizers (I wish I could have a whole studio full of them, gheeh!)

Okay ... Those points are my most weird things ... And well ... Who I'm gonna tag now ???
The drums are rolling & rolling and rolling and ..... Overhere comes the list!

:iconfemalewisdom: :icondigitalsmear: :iconbareck: :iconmimulux: :iconswinck: & :iconobselete-angel:

Okay guyz!
Have good luck :lol:

Marielle & My Clanny :D

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Hey Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

Well I'm still rather busy (ParePhonebox Project, building my website) with things, but I want to let you know my website has been updated on April 3 again! Now, there are more links active AND ... There's a possibility to sign my guestbook !!!
To see my website, go to www.yeapsystar.nl ;-)

Besides this I want to say a warm welcome to a new Deviant!
:iconmcvp: !!!!! YEAH! :bounce: :superman:
His name is Mark and he's an old class mate from the MAVO school & FINALLY he found his way to DA! (I advised him 'cause he DOES have nice art ;-) )

That's just for all at this moment!

:hug:s

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Hey Dearest ARtL:heart:VERZ !!!

Here again a very long journal one from :iconyeapsystar:'s side :lol:
Here are some updates & I'm glad I just wrote down some things I see on this crazy Earth ...

Grandmommy update:

At first I'd like to tell you all that my grandmommy is home again !!!!!
Jippy :party: :superman: :bounce:
She came home last Tuesday, but actually I wasn't able to post earlier a journal ...
My mother went to the hospital when it was visiting hour & she brought her to their (my granddad's & grandmom's) home and they are managing a bed for in the living room now because she still is affraid to get upstairs 'cause she still is dizzy ... I guess that bed already is there but allthough I spoke to my mother yesturday, she didn't tell anything about it ...
The neurologist told my grandmom she isn't allowed to walk without rolator, but because she still has a broken shoulder so she can only use 1 arm, she's using a kane for now!
Her cracks are curing well also her shoulder, her brain concrushion is curing very slowly and that's why she isn't glad at all at the other hand she's home now because of granddad who's always complaining about his diseases & shouting because of his deafness ... But I can imagine the doctor send her home 'cause hospital beds are very expansive in the Netherlands & health insurances are getting even more expansive too!
Well ... Happily after all she's getting better!


:iconyeapsystar:'s Telepathic Power feat. Animal Protection Inspector's Service :lol: :lol :lol:

Welllllllll ....... Here's coming up another nice readable story, well, nice? Hmmm ... In some ways this story is great, in another way, this story is very sad somehow .....
At first I've got to put some summary down here to keep you informed, some of you, like :icondigitalsmear: & :iconfemalewisdom: do know the story from the first character, other's don't so well ... Let's start ...

... On the beginning of July 2005 we (my guide friends & I) bumped into this Weert project where we blew up a Voodoo network & channeled 50 entities to the LightZones :p That project ended on the beginning of August 2005 when I came home & discovered one of my neighbour Mark pulled out one of my living room windows 'cause he was "worried about my kitty because she wasn't sitting in front of my window anymore" while my kitty was just having some relaxing times in my bedroom on the back side of my home, well, after some rude words from Mark's side & some rude words from 3 other neighbours & trying to get a verbal at the police office which didn't succeed 'cause they didn't believe all this, an Animal Protection Inspector came in the beginning of September ... Some hard times came there for me & my clanny and somewhere in November he came back, after that, 'cause he was telling some rude words that when I wasn't going to the vets with my clanny (aw well they aren't sick at all!) & don't give them their worm treatment (which they get 3 times a year, isn't that enough?) he would manage my clanny was get away from me, so I arranged they could stay a while at a safer place 'cause I'm not that crazy you know!

At the end of January 2006, my clanny came back again (YEAH!) & in a meanwhile they weren't near me I just get more sick from this place & this Dutch society so I'm more & more thinking of moving to abroad, just keeping on thinking about the Hungarian Puszta where there's room enough! I know my mom is thinking I'm crazy, but I really am fedd up overhere!

Well ... Than we (my guide friends & I) bumped in the beginning of February 2006 into this ParaPhonebox Project where we're still into there ;-) Because we had to undo those phone lines & internet lines from Voodoo blockings, we used in the beginning a very negative piece of astral based stuff which is as strong as tranquilizers for elephants if you materialize it! Besides this, this stuff can be very explosive too if you do materialize it, so actually, we only used this liquid in an astral & non-physical way but even than it's strong enough to get really sick if it goes through you 'cause of unblock Voodoo tags & to find the lines where they come from! Okay, that isn't that nice at all you'll become sick of it, but in another way, all tags are untagged ;-) When I did this, I put this A.P.I. man into the soul share modus (you can do this by using the Connection Symbol, read & see more about it on my deviation  www.deviantart.com/deviation/2… ), which means that he can pick up things I'm doing, things I'm seeing & feeling, things I'm thinking & I build some sideline to the website of the Animal's Protection Service :lol: This non-physical stuff which can unblock the most hard Voodoo tags (mostly swears) is even 3 times stronger if you use this with incense magic (And :iconfemalewisdom: knows that incense magic can be VERY strong, gheeh! You even can arrange some thunderstorms in Delft with it :lol: ) ... So, besides this A.P.I. man was soul shared with me, and still he is, this energy went also by internet :p Via this sideline to the A.P.S. website, I send by telepathical (thought) power & incense magic the Insight part of the 3rd Eye Symbol (which contains also the Protection part you can read & see on my deviation www.deviantart.com/deviation/2… ) & I put the images & feelings within from things I found out from this strange guy which was at my door, speaking with an East European accent & asked if I had puppies for sale, but I didn't put anything on newspapers or on the internet so I didn't trust that guy at all & I saw liturally in images & I felt liturally by feelings within a few seconds that this was a guy who was working for an East European dog maffia gang ... Half an hour later I saw on TV that there was a gang active which steals breed doggies ..... Well ... After this I called the police to tell them what I found out that half an hour ago ..... ;-) I guess that was somewhere in January when this happened ...

Than, there's also the fact that my head guide & team partner went somehow insane & freaked out angry to one of the A.P.I. man's guides and told that guide in a liturally way ...
"Well ... If you don't let us live in peace and keep on disturbing us in our job, we'll cause you some problems and find even out more things you don't like at all 'cause I'm not agreeing in those ways you are handling with cases, like more of us aren't agreeing! You can better spend some time with finding out dog maffia gangs in Eastern Europe and destroy them 'cause they REALLY are dealing with things which can't see the daylight at all and they aren't only making humans sad and upset, they are also damaging Innerly Temples of doggies and puppydoggies which don't earn this at all! (and he send them some images we saw about this guy at my door & those puppymills whith doggies in a really bad condition!) Besides this, the person who send you the information about Marielle did some thing which can't see the daylight, he broke in her window and as YOU know, this is even in the spiritual world breaking in someone's Innerly Space, so DON'T mown and complain about 1 kitty which is healthy and a few complaining neighbours which weren't doing things in a right way like opening windows in illegal ways and peering inside other's homes! In my opinion it's just okay for us to show YOU what kind of work we are doing 'cause maybe you'll need us some day, maybe you'll NEED us, 'cause dog maffia networks is point 1, I even haven't told you yet about Voodoo networks which are as big or maybe bigger and as dangerous as dog maffia networks, and remind that they also are using animals, innocent animals too but they don't use riffles, they use magic! Be aware for riffles from the doggy maffia in the East European countries ... Besides this I have to tell you the message you've got to care for A.P.I. man because his health is bad and getting worser as you know this too, but know the one who found it out is an animal, a doggy named Beauty, because she works for Marielle if needful, so AGAIN, let us work, let us just do our job ... And 1 last thing, please work on your communication system because this doesn't work at all ... You don't even know how to spell Marielle's last name rightly and your communication system by letters can be much better!"
I all get it through from a distance and I saw he really was pointing at this guide & coming closer & closer by time, getting even more pissed off, when he does this, he's really mad! I thought: "Oh, oh I don't wanna be between them!" Yeah, he really was freaked out at that time 'cause normally he isn't that rude at all ..... :D Actually, he was so mad after those too many times my plexus solaris chakra went closed like an oyster again ... If that happens, it's rather painful for me & very unworkable for them 'cause the plexus solaris chakra is one of the most important channels actually .....

... And how things went further ?????
Well ... On March 6 2006 my dear friend Ed send me an e-mail about puppymills in Hungary & the Dutch TV program Radar ( www.trosradar.nl you can see the TV program too but actually that's in Dutch) which is a program about things like qualities of products, company services & more consument things and they spend on this time their TV program on children's seats but also on the subject puppymills in Hungary! They went with a hidden camera into those puppymills and they saw really incredible but also very shocking things !!!!! But I saw images from Poland too, things which were even more worse! But it was so DISGUSTING !!! They kept there 2 bitches who were on point of labouring in a small bunny cage and in the top of the bunny cage there was a litter of 2 weeks old puppies, everything under dog shit and dog pee, very skinny doggies, English Bulldogs who could hardly walk on their hind paws & which were very stinky, dirty drinking water with shit & pee within, it was so sad to see and I did get tears in my eyes ... Why? Why in this way? I mean, my Jessy & my Beauty did have also each 1 litter, but they were nearly 2 years old when they did get them, those puppies were raised up in a litter box which was so big that you can put 2 litters in it, and when I'm writing this down I just see in front of my eyes what those puppy factories would do ... They would put in that same size of litter box with ease 5 Golden Retriever litters ... Pfffff! Jessy's & Beauty's children did get their freedom too, 'cause when they were 4 weeks old, they had the ability to walk free around when I was at home and they could go where they want to, in the living room, in my garden, and they did had a good youth there! 4 times their worm treatment, 1 time their first injection & vets check up, 7.5 weeks or older when they left their stable roots ... But those puppies? Well ... When their eyes did get open and their ears, they were "able enough" to go ... Hardly 3 weeks old, still drinking mother milk and hardly get their teeth! That's DISGUSTING! But I knew it already for a long time ... The best place in Hungary to purchase doggies is the market in Page, which is well known by tourists too, there you can purchase a 3 weeks old puppy from out of the back seat from a car, no problem and you only have to pay 70 Euros for it! Yes, breed doggies like Golden Retrievers, English Bulldogs, Shih Tzus, Chihuahuas, Cavelier King Charles Spaniels, but PLEASE DON'T DO THIS, DON'T DO IT! They are doggies with a damaged Innerly Temple ... They SURELY are!

... And it really hurts me to see, to watch them 'cause I know that those doggies who are stolen away in the Netherlands, in Germany and Belgium, they will be used for breeding ... Those thieves likes to have 5 months old doggies 'cause than they can have their first litter when they are in heat for the first time, but than, when the puppies are 2 weeks, they will be snatched away from their mothers and their mothers get in heat again 'cause nature thinks that it are poor times, so, those doggies are constantly in heat or pregnant, they don't have any rest to get healthy back again, the puppies can't get their own anti-vaccins against diseases because they are snatched away so early from their mothers and they didn't get those anti-vaccins by the mother milk which is so needful until their 6th week!

Besides this, those puppydoggies don't get any socialization & imprentation from their mothers which is as needful as their mother milk! Later on those puppies will be very week & mostly very anxious, apathic & social retarded, and isn't it because they are kept away from a very early age from their mothers, it is 'cause they lived in old pig sheds in the middle of nowhere, not seeing daylight, hardly seeing humans in full shape & living in very small cages between dog shit & dog pee! THAT'S JUST DISGUSTING !!!!!
... AND IT'S EVEN MORE DISGUSTING OUR DUTCH ANIMAL'S PROTECTION SERVICE JUST MOWN ABOUT 1 KITTY WHO'S SKIN ISN'T IN THAT SHAPE IT SHOULD BE WITHOUT LOOKING FARTHER THAN THEIR NOSES !!!

I'm really fedd up overhere ..... And I even get more fedd up because of the following this same dear friend Ed send me by e-mail on March 7 2006 !!!
Happily after all there ARE Hungarian doggy lovers too who FIGHT against puppymills & bad circumstances for doggies! In the village Sopron on March 1 2006 there has been a demonstration 'cause of a locally "dog breeder" which was neglecting & caring so in a worse way for his dogs, that even the locally citizens complained about it! Everywhere dead dogs between very weak, half wild doggies ... You can see those shocking pics on www.dogheart.hu/dogmengele.htm ... It's really TOO crazy & disgusting!
Still, there is an ability to sign a petition on www.petitiononline.com/soprone… against this & for the other doggies to get a better life!

But all this ... This all is very typical & I DON'T believe in co-insidence 'cause this just HAS to cross my road!

Maybe I just have to leave this f(beep)cking country 'cause they mown about every fart you let, like 1 kitty which is healthy but has a bit a skin problem ...
... While 1 puppy factory in Hungary can deliver 300 puppies a week ...
... What means that it can deliver 16,000 puppies a year!
... If there are 1,000 puppy factories in Hungary, that will mean they deliver all together 16,000,000 puppies a year ...
... And only this guyz, this is only a very tipp of the iceberg ... 'Cause I haven't speak yet about things I saw with that guy on my door who wanted to buy puppies 'cause I think he's Polish, and I think that in Poland AS in Rumania are even more puppy factories, like there are in Bulgaria and probably in Albania  too ...
... If they all have 1,000 puppy factories with the same rate of deliverance, the end sum will be 64,000,000 puppies a year .....
... 64,000,000 souls with a very bad Damaged Innerly Temple Complexes ...
... 64,000,000 bodies which have severe health problems ...
... & 64,000,000 families WITH or without children everywhere on Earth which are sad & upset ...
... GUYZ !!! THIS IS SO DISGUSTING !!!!!
Maybe I just have to start a Temple Home on the Puszta for mistreated bitches 'cause they will be mistreat if they have to poop out so many puppies a year!
Maybe I just have to start also a Temple Home on the Puszta for those poor puppies too ...
Just on the Puszta ... Where there is room enough 4 all ... To give them a better life & a warm & dignitive home ... But well ... Than I've got to compose some more New Age music & get any breakthrough with it!

Thanx for the spiritual world who's always so helpful especially my head guide & team partner & ...
FUCK THE DUTCH A.P.S. ... JUST GET SOME MORE INSIGHT!

:hug:s4All ... Especially very BIG & WARM :heart: for all doggiez wihch needs to get a warm :hug: & to all doggyloverz all over the world!

Marielle & My Clanny :D

... & Just don't to forget to find out my music on www.yeapsystar.nl ...

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Heey Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ !!!

At first I want to congratulate my dear artful friend :icondanzr4ever: with that great flash movie you made !!! :party: :superman:
For those who like to see it, go to www.deviantart.com/view/297164… :lol:
That's great you're on the Daily Deviation now, gheeh!
Maybe I'll that good one day, some of my deviations will come there, but if it's not, well ... Than it's just okay for me 'cause I just love to draw, that's all ;-)

For the rest ... Everything is easily going here ... Just cleaned up a little bit my DA watching list & :+fav: some of you :lol:
And I didn't had any strange guyz on my way this morning, gheeh! No entities, no A.P.I. guyz, just, easily going & easily sleeping too :D

For the rest of the day I'll just spend some time on some house work, shopping, checking some lines from the ParaPhonebox Project again & some website building, maybe build another fractal drawing or so ... We'll just see ;-)

Have a nice day!

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Overhere again something from the Y-Files 'cause sometimes just some things happen where you really can compare with it :lol:

I know my home is sometimes a pigeon house for entities too 'cause when they lost their way somehow, in some or strange ways they will just walk in!

Most of them actually, are entities from the 1st caliber which isn't that bad, they only pull some energy out of you & most of the time it's Beauty who notice them as first one ;-) But okay, caliber 1 entities aren't that dangerous at all actually ...

But well ... This morning actually, something strange happened, something I didn't get it in that way or that shape before! Because I was somehow out of energy again I was sleeping on the sofa for a while, just getting some sunlight on myself 'cause it was very sunny and in the mornings the sun always is shining at the front side of my home so I was just relaxing, until I heard someone say a name "Joooost" in my left ear (somehow I had to think about that guy Joost who has his own GhostHunting website www.theghosthunter.nl ... It's a pity this site isn't available in English so far I know, but this guy isn't that clear at all in my opinion, but okay), but immediately I heard in my right ear like "Come on, come on it's okay!" The first one was a man, the second one a woman, but okay, I just thought something like: "Okay, here we go again, my brother is at the shrink's now, now It's my turn."

But you've got to know I normally don't hear such things that loud and when I hear them I'm between sleeping & awakening or vice versa, so I really don't walk day on day off with voices in my head :lol: Most of the time I don't even hear anything, but I just feel someone or something is wanna get in me & surely that doesn't hapen that often 'cause most nights & mornings are just easy going & very normal like we all have ...

But okay ... I left it somehow what I did hear & I went on sleeping, but something I felt something was gonna happen, only I didn't know what, but I felt somehow something was surrounding me & I was some light into my head and if I feel this I know 2 things can happen ... 1. I'll get another OBE or 2. There's an entity somewhere around me, but okay, most of the time I don't pay any attention to it so I went on sleeping and I really dreamed about DA that I was on :iconfemalewisdom: 's page watching some art & so, but in my dream DA changed the page a bit, especially the colors, made it some darker & more strange stuff, but that was just a dream, nothing wrong with it ...

But than I was half awake, half asleep again and suddenly that male voice came back, but right into my head as I can hear you talk when you are in front of me but I saw actually nothing, and he said a bit in a silly voice like "Monday, Wednessday or Friday". Than, I heard in a very far way as I normally can get telepathical information something like: "No, Thursday", and it isn't liturally hearing things, but just in a some way feeling. Than, that silly male voice started to shout like "NO, NO, MONDAY! MON-DAY !!!" ... This all was in Dutch actually ... And that was so loud that I really get nearly the idea everything was shaking like an earthquake, but I immediately thought: "Wowsers, am I crazy or so?!" Just rationally thinking about shrinks & shit.

"No, you're not" one of my spiritual masters Greg said "but you are dealing with a crazy mind intruder and you know what to do yeah you know." and he send me an image, just like we usually work also when I'm doing projects like in Weert & so, or with pics reading, but okay, I saw this image of a man I guess somewhere between 30-50 years old 'cause it's always very hard to estimate this by persons who do have Down's syndrome 'cause he had I could clearly see 'cause somehow of his way of looking & way of behaving 'cause it was an image of a guy who wasn't that big, but he was a very heavy build but not fat person with dark brown straight hair and a hughe head & those typical shape of hands & eyes, but allthough he was mind intruding he had a very friendly way of looking and I discovered it wasn't his meaning to be rude he only was lost his way to the Light so I decided to bump him out in a not too rude & wreckless way (And I guess :iconfemalewisdom: knows what I mean what can happen if I'm starting to talk about fast exorcism :lol: ), so I used a method which was strong enough to scare this guy a bit & actually I saw him flew out! Actually not as a person like some people can see them as in the movie "The 6th Sense" but just like a ball of energy, but it was more a matter of feeling than a matter of seeing, but happily after all he was out & some of my guides & I send him to the Light, and when I saw him go he was some anxious, but later on he was happy and jumping & dancing like a crazy fool, well ... That person was on his place ... Than we had to deal with 2 other entities, a "smart" long & blond haired female who convinced this guy with the Down's syndrome to use my channels & another dark haired man in dark clothes who kept some distance, but finally we bumped them over too ... Well ... So my day began "well" by channeling 3 flyby entities over to the Light ;-)

Well ... It's very normal when you contain many Light parts within you & your vibration rate is highten up, sometimes entities will come like musquitos to an UV lamp ... They like to come on places where there's a lot spiritual activity 'cause there they can find gates keepers & gates which can help them ...

But in some way this was a very unusually mind intruder and a very unusually way of mind intruding 'cause I think also this entity who did have the Down's syndrome was somehow seeking for protection from those other 2, but also used by those other 2 because of his naivity, or he was at least running away for this Joost, 'cause I still ask myself what the hack he meant by Joost 'cause the only Joost I can find out is that Ghosthunter who uses turning glasses methodes & also ouijaboard methodes which isn't that way of working for me at all 'cause that's too negative. So maybe that other entity guy was also named Joost ... Who knows ... The most important thing for me is that they are to the Light where they belong & that they can't pull out energy from others or use other's telepathic channels anymore ... And for me the lesson like: "Clear your own channels on time & keep them protected"
Well ... Yeah ...
Everything is gonna be allright!

:hug:s 4 all & I hope you'll get a good night when you are going to bed, otherwise just think about me & I'll send some protection :D
My music still is available & downloadable on my website www.yeapsystar.nl ... Just check it out & enjoy !!!

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Heey Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ :D

Well ... Still I'm busy doing some workstuff so that's why I only post some ArtPics 'cause they are easily to edit & post :lol:
And well ... I'll get you all updated what happened the last few days, ghehe!
Okay, here it comes .....

"Yeapsystar's Cooking Art feat. The Carnaval's Parade :lol:

Well ... Last Saturday I was supposed to cook for my granddad 'cause my grandmom is still in hospital, curing from her brain concrushion, shoulder crack & cheak bown crack ... Well ... My granddad & my parents thought it would be nice I should cook on Saturday and well ... Actually normally it hasn't to be any problem, allthough the busses only drive once an hour, but they didn't realize that it will be sometimes going in another way if there are festivities like Carnaval 'cause they have cars below their butts & I can't drive, actually, I'm not supposed to 'cause of my visually impaireness ... Because of some lack of time I did the shopping at C1000's in my village and after that I went with 2 heavy shopping bags ('cause I took also some pans & spices with me) to the bus stop only 5 minutes walk from my home ... I had a call for work & when it was 9 past 4, the bus didn't come ... Well ... I discovered that the bus wasn't coming at all until 17:00h. because of the Carnaval parades ... Sigh!
I could go home and call my granddad to explain that I would come later, but this ol' man is deaf like Hell & I need 1 hour to explain 1 sentance, gheeh! In the meanwhile of that I would miss my next bus & wait another hour, so I went to my neighbour Erwin & asked him if he could bring me on his scooter to Westerhoven, a neighbour village. He's a sweet guy, so he brought me to Westerhoven, but actually the problem was that on all of the first bus stops there was such a same poster as on that one near our homes ..... AAARRRGGGGHHH !!!!!
So finally, he had to bring me nearly to Dommelen 'cause on Westerhoven's last bus stop there wasn't hanging such an orange poster, but that last bus stop is already nearly in Dommelen ... So finally after 2 hours waiting & crossed a halfway through Westerhoven on a very cold scooter with 2 heavy shopping bags & using Erwin's freetime I arrived at my granddad's place in Valkenswaard, just 3 bus stops from that one in Westerhoven where I went in the bus ... Pfffff!
Happily after all I cooked for my granddad some stirred farmer's omelet (egg with milk & vegetables, bacon & cheese) and surely he liked it 'cause he ate all of his plate :lol: But in some way my granddad is pulling energy out of you 'cause he's sooooo slow in things, he is some hypochondric in a strange way (always talks about his diseases that everything has to be clean because those bacteria can hurt his health but he pulled out an egg box out of the trash, yaaaarrrrggggghhhh!) and deaf, but finally we had some fun and I'm glad he liked my "Cooking Art" :bounce: :lol:
And I always come on the places I want to come, unless it will cost me 6 bottles of Belgium beer to my neighbour Erwin, gheeh!
No problem for me actually ...

Easily going Sunday & brother update ;-)

Well ... I was so out of energy yesturday that I spend some time on just being lazy, but okay, that is a Sunday for :lol:
Yesturday afternoon I called my brother to ask how he is, but actually he has tooth ache now because of an infection and he slept very worse this last week, but I have the feeling it isn't only of tooth ache ... He was sounding very down in his voice and somehow I'm very concerned about him 'cause the shrink found out that he has MD ... Sigh!
I went on the internet searching things about MD and I found out interesting things ... When I was doing this, my head guide & team partner was on ly left side, my spiritual masters behind me, I'm very glad that I may learn in my own spiritual way on all those things like manical depressivity & so and even I recognized things wihch are related to my brother, however I'm still thinking in a very hasitative way if he truely has MD, but time will show us, as time can cure traumas from the past too, important is that you can take the time, without disturbance of your surroundings take pressure on you like this happened with me & this WSPA & A.P.I. shit!
I'm also very glad with those warm comments & reactions on the forum "Help With Life" on my question about MD!
Thanx a lot for this :icongelbeschafe: :icontempestg0ddess: :iconaret: :iconchrno-88: :iconarrow-in-the-dark: :iconamber-m-forrester: & :iconpaintedbow: !!! I really appriciated this ;-)

Grandmommy update & Carnaval Parade

This afternoon I called my grandmom to ask how she is and well ... Her shoulder crack is healing well, like her cheak bone crack is doing, but still she's dealing with many head aches & she sees with double vision sometimes ... I think she needs a lot of rest and than this will cure properly!

Avatar change ;-)

As you can see I changed my avatar a bit :lol:
I put some art I already posted on DA in it, but I put 1 drawing from the Niongar series which is coming up, but it isn't ready yet, but yeah ... Lack of time to finish it, gheeh! I already put it in my scraps, just have a look at it 'cause I like this one VERY much !!! www.deviantart.com/deviation/2… ;-)

Being busy for the coming days ...

I think I'm rather busy the next days 'cause I've still got to do some things on the ParaPhonebox Project, so well ... Sometimes I'll post some deviations between all those working things & maybe I'll go to my grandmom tomorrow or later, but we keep just in touch!

If you like, you still can download 6 New Age/Ambient songs via my website www.yeapsystar.nl ... Just go far beneath & you'll find them! Just enjoy :D

:hug:s 4 All!

Marielle & My Clanny :D

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Hi Dearest ArtL:heart:VERZ :D

I want to tell ya that my newest composition is ready !!!
This time not a drawing from the Niongar series, but a song ... Are you curious? Just check out this www.yeapsystar.nl/06.%20The%20… :lol:
That one became great!

It's called The Path To The Mountain Source and it's also download available via my website www.yeapsystar.nl ;-)

Size & file format:
10.8 MB MP3 format & download available!

Genre:
New Age/Ambient/Space Music

Tools of Trade:
* GeneralMusic WK4 Plus
* Cool Edit Pro 2.0
* 90 per cent of this song has been channeled through (with help from my team partner X & I guess :iconfemalewisdom: knows who I mean :lol: :bounce:)

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Heey Dearest ArtL:heart:VERS !!!

How are you doing all ???
Aw well ... Overhere things are just fine ... I'm just getting somehow looser living again without A.P.I. fearnesses ... Happily after all off course!

In my planning, there are still a lot of ArtPics coming ... This time the Bergeijk Winterscape series, 'cause it was really white on February 2 and this did get a lot of nice pics :lol:

Besides all this, I updated my website www.yeapsystar.nl :D
I added some pages which are ready already (wowy sounds great that sentance :lol:) ... Most links aren't working yet, but on the main (home) page you can even found more of my self composed music stuff! JUST FEEL FREE TO DOWNLOAD IT !!!!!
Number 6 is nearly ready ... Just build an end on it, put the right mixer settings and just record with my good ol' Cool Edit Pro program ;-)

This evening I went to my grandmom and she looked better than last Friday !!! Here broozings looked better and her eye wasn't that bloody anymore and was less swollen ... She went this morning to the jaw surgeon to check out her cheak bone and he said there were some cracks in it, but happily after all not completely broken ... Allthough her right arm becomes less thicker from the broozings, her left arm is still swollen 'cause of her broken shoulder ... She has to keep on resting 'cause there are some dry blood parts in her brain 'cause of the brain concrushion, but happily after all she has less head aches since this afternoon 'cause she did get new (heavier) medicines and she asked the neurologist to stay longer in the hospital 'cause my granddad is ill (and he's nearly deaf and she's getting head aches from him 'cause he's always so shoutful) and she can't care for him untill she isn't better yet! When there are the "happy hours" (visit hours) there's always visit near her bed ... Yesturday afternoon the guy sho 'caused the accident came and he's a physio therapist which lives not that far from my grandmom and he brought my grandmom a nice bunch of flowers and he was happy to see she's better now and asked before he left if he was able to come when she was home again ... My grandmom said: "Well ... You're welcome off course and if you come I'll make you a nice cup of coffee, off course I do!" He was glad my grandmom is such a forgivable person! And typical my grandmom ... "Well dear, when I'm home and I need some physio therapy, I'll go to your place." He said to that guy :lol: :bounce: :p
Her brother from Limburg came also yesturday and she was glad to see him and my dad managed telephone near her bed so she can call her family (sisters) in Limburg and they can call her 'cause some of them are really old and not that able to come over to visit her!
Today, also some nephews & nices from my grandmom came to visit her, even a person I never have seen, but he's a nephew from my granddad's side ... My dad & I were also there, as my uncle (my dad's brother) and his son Rob (my cousin) was, so it was rather a full room instead of a full house, gheeh!
Happily after all it's going better with grandmom, allthough she has to stay another week, but I think it's better like that and grandmom does think the same of it, also happily after all 'cause my granddad is a great person, but I can imagine he can cause you some head aches sometimes :lol:

Coming Wednessday my parents will go to visit my brother in Winschoten in the psychiatric hospital to find out how he's doing and coming Thursday we will have a party 'cause my stepgranddad has his birthday (the friend from my grandmother from mother's side), so that will be a eating festivity :lol:

Well ... Everything's gonna be allright & I'm still in this ParaPhonebox Project dealing with some 7 ghosts bottles which we've to make undone (Oops I've still to make some crystal water ;-))

:hug:s to all!

Marielle & My clanny :D

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